DE OTRO COLOR.♥

Everything changes color is nothing like what you paint,
I would be happy in a different reality,
I'm far from that, away from all evil
who wants to hurt me and not be on my side of the glass.
I see a clear sky with tears in my eyes,
I see me blur the clouds cover the sun and in my anger
Your image is engraved in my heart
at bottom still beats only out of obligation,
I keep thinking of a maybe, in a perhaps
whether a love you yours truly was sincere,
Behind it is the past and I'm left with the
caught between an image captured in another paper.
I see rain but that I did not budge me
I spend hours counting every minute
every second everything becomes darker
is that it is hard to proceed without any friend
just a folio which I heard, maybe he understands me
and understand that there are only want to slash his wrists.
Whether true or not that your life passes in moments
in just a moment in which you look happy
smiling into a future that does not exist
but no, I am a coward but still sad
I keep crying retreating into a long silence
I want to be strong I know, but that desire is reluctant
although I despite every disadvantage
that crosses my path, I am strong and smiling
but only in dreams I see you with my
I still believe in those dreams, do not accept that I lost.
I am a lost boy looking for friends, soul and heart
a child who lost his faith, inspiration
a passion all my dreams are broken
died died illusion changed to another color your photo
I still remember that goodbye, goodbye one as cold and dry
that a simple hug goodbye without a simple kiss
the absence of love, your distance, your words
the miss and something for which you are nothing.